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flew by - teenrussian

Oct. 14th, 2007

09:06 pm - flew by

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so fall came and went. im pretty different. im feeling my age, feeling the need to like decide on a not so slacker, not so illegal career soon. who knows. i still have the same boyfriend. things were rocky, really rocky but they're good now, and thats all i can ask for. i'm essentially addicted to cocaine, though i need to nip that in the butt. i got fired....again. im over it. my place in the club world is a weird one i never expected. im respected and feared for the club power i've aquired and the dozens of events ive been seen at. but also snobbed by those who are "above the scene" and only go out occasionally. i guess i dont care, i just lose so much respect for someone when they show their true snob. im going to chicago this weekend, i really hope its fun, i havent been in over a year, i get to see my brother and meghanne and lindsey. i have no money, but i swear to god ill make fun somehow. i hope its not too cold.