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Oct. 14th, 2007

09:06 pm - flew by

so fall came and went. im pretty different. im feeling my age, feeling the need to like decide on a not so slacker, not so illegal career soon. who knows. i still have the same boyfriend. things were rocky, really rocky but they're good now, and thats all i can ask for. i'm essentially addicted to cocaine, though i need to nip that in the butt. i got fired....again. im over it. my place in the club world is a weird one i never expected. im respected and feared for the club power i've aquired and the dozens of events ive been seen at. but also snobbed by those who are "above the scene" and only go out occasionally. i guess i dont care, i just lose so much respect for someone when they show their true snob. im going to chicago this weekend, i really hope its fun, i havent been in over a year, i get to see my brother and meghanne and lindsey. i have no money, but i swear to god ill make fun somehow. i hope its not too cold.

Aug. 22nd, 2007

01:39 pm - arlen texas

im happy. happier than i've been in years. i have a job i like that pays enough of the bills. im doing well in school, ill be done soon. i have the best friends in the world, and i even have a wonderful boy. im watching a king of the hill marathon and feeling giddy. there, updated.

Jul. 5th, 2007

12:57 am - because this is my real life

there has been a lot on my mind lately and i want to blog about it on myspace, simply because ill get more reaction because a hundred or so people read that. but i cant blog on myspace because ill get mroe reaction bcause a hundred or so people read that. i think im ready to move back to the city. i know i know, dont freak, ive grown a lot, worked through a lot of shit. and i finally think im back t my old self. the old self that wanted to live in the city. i dont exactly know which city, though there are only really two in my head. and my number one july priority other than losing the 7 pounds gained this week after realizing i was in a funk, is to visit chicago, my original city.

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